Афродита, 33 - 7 апреля 2007 07:33

Always
oh…no…yeah..always..
… sweetheart…
I/ noone knows what’s under my skin
II/ I thought that I’m on the top but I didn’t win
1// there’re so many ways
using ‘em try to find a place
no exit behind one step & I’ll die
I lost in my soul what do I want I don’t know
Going under the line see there’ re so many doubts
I’ d like to scream but that’s only pity sounds
Which should I choose? Being the puppet in the other hands?
Or say what I want but lose my friends?
I thought that only me is right
That’ s why I have no powers to fight
I’m outgoing the door
Running throughout it into the dark floor
Being in the dream I can’t escape
I wanted that my fears disappear but it’s like a snake
We should live for ourselves but I feel only stupid exist
It’s so hard to make first step because I can’ t resist
The time’ s running but I haven’t begun
So pity when nothing we can back ‘cause it has gone
What are we talking about? About black hearts which it’s so easy to find
Or with no one we can share the pain ‘cause can’t confide
c//no way behind there’s no exit
I’m playing drama but I don’t need
I had gone & the door closed
I tried to find but I lost
I used to believe in a lie
But I wasted my time
There’s nothing inside face
But I’m a looser as always
2//…darling…
running in the floor I hear behind myself voices
twilight swallows up myself while I’ m fighting with monsters
I’ ve made my mask without help using my fears
But I’ m a child who can have tears
I have to meet with the destiny face to face
In a place without time & space
They think that I’ ve got an empty space instead of soul
But how many efforts are necessary for me what to not break, they don’t know
Choosing my ambitions over my fears meant my love death
I’ m like a withered rose that can’t breath
The shadow of a line whispers that all is over, is not present, neither light, not heat only black & white further
I see the future with Puppen instead of us, maybe pleasure isn’t in the past
Maybe only love can illuminate the world by metal light
But now the chaos dominates during the night
Maybe they can’t understand because their hearts aren’t struck with a pain
Maybe their minds are sold that’s why they can’t feel a flame
Sometimes I want to scream how I need your love
But then I understand there is nothing, everything has gone
Life passes through fingers & you can’t do anything to change
When you’ ve begun lose your time you’ re trying to not lose your age
C====
3//noone knows what’s under my skin
I thought that I’m on the top but I didn’t win
You have never thought of anyone else
You wear violence mask losing the face
& nothing else to add
forgive me all my mistakes ‘cause I haven’t a step back
now is so hardly to trust
& I can’t forget the past
have sweet dreams while I’m kissing your poison lips
c/===
:devil:

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